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pukachu's InsaneJournal:
| Tuesday, August 5th, 2008 | |
| 10:52 am | online tonight. @_@ buts jesus, dude, I woke up at 2am, sooo if noones on when I get on, ill probably pass out waiting. D: |
| Sunday, July 27th, 2008 | |
| 6:43 pm | uh, yeah. So on tonight, on tuesday night, on thursday night, and idk about the weekend yet. Current Music: Some ego maniac |
| Sunday, July 20th, 2008 | |
| 12:55 am | /Ion/ Fuck. I never wanted to be a failure like him, but.. I had to get out of that place. It wasn't a school, it was a second rate brothel. I'm sure there's another school like it. I'll make it through school. I'm just glad to be out, rid of that psycho-faggot stalker and away from the biggest piece of shit I've ever met (my last roomate). Ugh, just thinking about him makes my organs feel like they're going to fall out; I suppose they almost have because of that little fuck. i hope he's rotting in a gutter somewhere, death of a whore. ((OOC: Do you know how HARD it is to make a post for someone of his... personality ?? >> It's one thing when RPing.. but blogging ? XD )) Current Mood:  apathetic |
| Wednesday, July 16th, 2008 | |
| 9:58 pm | /Better. Than. You./ Oh, you know what would be amazing ? If people would refrain from talking about me like I'm some headcase pet. And stop fucking being rude to Decembre. Oh, and dear brother... do mind your tongue when it comes to threatening people. Who walked out on who again ? ...right. Decembre... I've woken up in his bed a few times, usually because of some cold steel or another pressing into my ribs... a little unsure of how I got there; lord the things people keep in their bed... I like the way his eyes fall on me, it's comforting. I saw the youngest brother the other day... I still can't look at him without getting a little sore. He still denies he's related to me. Ah, I suppose that's partially my own fault anyway. What can I say ? Kids will be kids. Current Mood: blankCurrent Music: Who "Blue obsession mix" |
| Monday, July 14th, 2008 | |
| 1:25 pm | /Kaoru/ Mamachan taught me how to make scones last week. I don't really like sweet foods too much, but she says lots of people do. She's a good cook. I love her pastas most of all. ^^ I can only hope to be so good someday. Ahh, niisan's still acting really funny, and his friend doesn't come around so much anymore... ... nnn.. Ah, not that its any of my business, I guess. |
| 1:11 pm | /Emiru(younger)/ I haven't. Not in so long. I woke up 'sicker' than I've ever been, this morning. I've heard things, but I can't find any. I don't know what I'm going to do. You don't know what it's like,... not unless you've gone through it... it's the worst feeling in the world. Haha, If it weren't for Muzai, I'd probably just kill myself... feeling this way... I love my brother too much to just quit life, though. He'd die on his own, I swear some days he's so ... he won't even move.. Can't. Ahhhh, I'm so sick; somebody help me ? I'll do anything... I mean anything. Don't even feel embarrased to ask, I have no shame, probably never have. |
| 1:09 pm | /Koud/ I pray, but I just can't believe it. |
| Sunday, July 13th, 2008 | |
| 12:17 am | /Emande/ ....... If only sighs could be fully expressed through text. I don't see the point in this. You women.. are all idiots. mnph.... ahhhh, so you want an outline of my life, I take it ? How I've been doing ? What I've been doing ? Nothing. Woop-dee-doo, just like everyone else. I don't see Vem as much as I used to. I spend s lot of time with someone everyone seems to either have something against, or worship the fucking ground he walks on... which, is stupid. He's not that fascinating. I'd probably get smacked if I called him "pitiable".. So, I supposed I'll move on; Vem was talking about getting a pet of sorts, but I don't think she'd take care of it the way it needs. I still think alot. And I'm still bitter. I don't know how to let things go. I don't even know if I should. Current Mood:  cold |
| 12:04 am | /Mitsuki♂/ I hate you. sometimes, so much. I'm so confused all the time, I don't know what's going on with me. I hate her, and everything she does... She parades around like it's her body, and only hers. I hate fucking hate sleeping. Dreaming. I just want to go underneath and never come back. Current Mood:  cynical |
| Saturday, July 12th, 2008 | |
| 11:43 pm | /Vier/ None of you know me, And I don't really care to know any of you. I don't ever want to meet any of you, I'm not quite sure why I'm being forced to write in here. I'm not some meat on the market, so don't even bother. I've met a few people, they're worthless. Though, I admit.. I do kinda miss Runu... Well, I miss picking on him. Kay, I'm done now, right ? Current Mood: annoyed |
| 12:09 am | /Kamikaze/ FUCK you guys, and quit calling me Chuu |
| Friday, July 11th, 2008 | |
| 10:58 pm | /Onyx/ *sighs* Oh, you people just can't get enough of me, can you ? Really, though... you'd think I was some sort of celebrity. Che, oh well. Just to let everyone know, I don't always have a novel to blow out of my mind; I don't see the point in having me type in this shit. Yes, I'm still alive. No, I don't do a whole hell of alot. I talk to this pretty boy. I sleep..... alot. I am, however, curious how Asato is doing.. It's been a while... I wonder if you've forgotten about me ? .... oh,... it's not likely, I suppose. *smirks* Whatever, I did what I was asked, I'm exhausted... soo, I'm off. Current Mood: drained |
| Thursday, July 10th, 2008 | |
| 6:44 am | Kisaki; I think I'll go home. Yeah, back where I came from. I don't know how much I want to, but really... what else is there ? It seems no matter what I do or how much I try... .... ...it doesn't matter. It'll probably never matter. Its been so long. I'll probably never matter And Rukh's always there, just pushing and... he just never goes away.... and the things he says are right... what other use do I really have ? And besides this hurts. Back there, there's things to make me feel nothing. |
| Sunday, July 6th, 2008 | |
| 5:04 am | IC post: Decembre Mnnn.... Everything around here is so boring. Nothing changes. Years, and the only thing even remotely new is the roomate.... Ah, the roomate. He's interesting, at least. I like it most when he comes home trashed. He did it a lot, for a while. Stumbling through the door, and needing help just standing..hmn, He always smells nice. Like cigarettes and shampoo... and alcohol, a little.... Buuut, that has absolutely nothing to do with anything. I don't really know what his deal is anyway, Like him, But, I honestly can't see myself caring what any of his problems are. lalala, or much of anything.... hmn, bored.. Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Nip/Tuck |