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Tweak says, "it's reaching critical mass!!!"

pukachu (pukachu) wrote,
@ 2008-07-16 21:58:00

Current mood:	blank
Current music:	Who "Blue obsession mix"

/Better. Than. You./
Oh, you know what would be amazing ? If people would refrain from talking about me like I'm some headcase pet. And stop fucking being rude to Decembre. Oh, and dear brother... do mind your tongue when it comes to threatening people.
Who walked out on who again ?
...right.

Decembre...
I've woken up in his bed a few times, usually because of some cold steel or another pressing into my ribs... a little unsure of how I got there; lord the things people keep in their bed... I like the way his eyes fall on me, it's comforting.

I saw the youngest brother the other day... I still can't look at him without getting a little sore. He still denies he's related to me. Ah, I suppose that's partially my own fault anyway. What can I say ? Kids will be kids.

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anomie
2008-07-27 10:16 pm UTC (link)

What exactly is it that you think you know about all of this? Especially being so distant from the people who care for you. You say acting this way makes it easier, but it doesn't. I understand what Izanami-chan is saying, but I don't think you do. I know what she wants, and it isn't necessarily love... We've talked about it many times.... The idea that everyone could just get along and be happy, feeling like nothing had been ruined.... It's not just her that feels guilty for pushing you and your brother apart. It doesn't matter who's dating who or who likes who more, so long as there's no hatred, no hard feelings, no awkwardness... And as long as you choose to close yourself off, it will always be that way for everyone. Family, friends, lovers... These things are important, and none should be 'sacrificed' for another. There are so many terrible things in life, and we need these people, these relationships, because doing things alone... It hurts. I don't know much about what's happened, or what's going on for that matter, but I do know that there's a major problem. Ignoring things and erecting walls to avoid them is not the way to fix it. You're not the same. Anyone can see it. I'm not going to tell you how you should be, but I will say I agree with her, and I mourn your loss. Ville, what happened, and where did you go?

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/Ville/

pukachu
2008-07-28 02:08 am UTC (link)

...... There's so many idealists over there, I swear... and enough of us tyrants over here to show you how the world really works... And it isn't picture perfect. I'm sorry. I don't work that way... I don't even want to. I am a SELFISH, jealous person. I don't want this happy fluffy world that you two are gunning for. Because, really... I appear to be the only on getting fucked here, and not literally.

No; Sorry... I'm always going to be bitter, and awkward, and jealous towards her. I feel like I've saved her life, so that she can take mine... She can go ahead and feel like it's her fault and throw pity parties because this isn't working like everyone wanted it to. Hey, how about this ... Everyone blame it on Valo and I... really, it's our fault. He's a thoughtless, lovesick puppy whose found a new master. And I'm... Well..... I'm just a sick, obsessive prick. ((WITH JAZZ HANDS, AND IT'S BRUTAL. XD )) So .... maybe... me leaving is the only thing that would save this ? It's not exactally just my idea anyway...

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